todae is seriously the crappiest dae n worst dae in my life...tis is the first time i m actually committed to sumtink....gave my all yet it had to screw up....POP rehearsal todae totally screwed up n i dunno wat to do...if i jus did wat i want....i wld offend my frens..my comrades...if i didnt...it wld screw up even more....i did my share yet it all didnt work out...first time i took over so many tinks...bryan was rite...sec 3 is a crap year...takin over all kinds of crap...n it screwed up due to other factors....definitely nt my fault...i tried my best...bt wat u want me to? i m filbert mok lahs...nt superman fr goodness sake....POP hav to do so mani stuff...ppl are taking charge when they are nt supposed to...internal conflicts within the committee...wat kind of crap is tt? council still hav to do sum invitation cards n F&B...wtfish....tomorrow still gt the chao yang campfire...n i m supposed to help? if i realli do...i still hav to rush my POP stuff n investiture stuff by fridae nite...n send it to mr see by sat....sat still hav BB....wat the hell? i hav nt been touchin my books at home sumore lahs..want to study onli hav lik wat? half an hour? fish lahs...i jus know i m freakin tired now...totally unds how huiling used to feel...feelin as if i was an idiot to take these kinds of duties and responsibilities easily....i feel lik i m the most stupidest idiot now that the fact that i told gillian last year that she should take pressure easily...i feel crap tt i comfort ppl tellin them relax n those kinds of freakin crap....i feel lik i am an idiot now to tell those ppl who get stressed out to take it easily...i cannot believe i told those planning for camps to relax...wat the hell...this is seriously the first freakin time in my life i let setbacks put me down....i realli dunno how to face all these kinds of stuff animore bt i know i will n i hav to...look on the bright side i still hav my best frens who are always there to help me pull thru tis....valerie huiling elena darryl n the rest of the guys...i jus hav to try a little harder....i mus n i will....
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Aged 15.[2008]
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My frens: Alwyn, jeffrey, jason, christopher, lysander, darryl, xiao feng, valerie, elena, huiling...
